Saturday, January 5, 2013
Friday, January 4, 2013
Not belong
Lifeless. No souls. Lonely. Sometimes, I do feel that this is not my place. I don't belong here. Everything seems so wrong. I don't do the things I like to do. I don't have the spirits and souls to do things here. I don't really have best friends here. Not a single one.Oh my, I miss my matriculation friends.
Sunday, December 30, 2012
When I Was Younger...
Found this
in Tumblr :')
"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella
"When I was younger........ I'd put my arms in my shirt and told people I
lost my arms. Would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose.
Slept with all the stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended..Had
that one pen with 4 colors, and tried to push all the buttons at once. Poured
soda into the cap and acting like I were taking shots. The hardest decision was
choosing which Nintendo game to play. Waited behind a door to scare someone,
then leaving because they're taking too long to come out or you had to pee.
Faked being asleep, so I could be carried to bed. Used to think that the moon
followed my car. Watching two drops of rain roll down window and pretending it
was a race. Went on the computer just to use Paint. The only thing i had to
take care of was a Tamagotchi. The only 'fake' friends i had were invisible
ones . I used to sing in the shower. (Now? I make life decisions in there now).
Swallowed a fruit seed I was scared to death that a tree was going to grow in
my tummy. Getting a bruised knees heals better than a broken heart. Remember
when we were kids and couldn't wait to grow up...what the hell were we
thinking?"
Friday, December 28, 2012
Hey
So, umm, hi everyone. Wow, it's been 2 months I didn't update anything in my blog. I'm not sure if I still have readers or not. Ummm. So, ummmm, something bad just happened. I can't tell you the thing. It's very complicated. Yeah. I made a mistake. I screwed up. I was in a good mood that morning. But something clicked, and my mood is totally screwed. I wish I could turn back time. It's just.. I don't know. Umm, that thing keeps playing around in my mind. Every second, every minute, every hour, and everyday. Ughhhh. It's stressing me out. I know it was my mistake. I think I deserved that. But I really hope I have another chance to cover up the mistake. And yeah it was the biggest mistake of my life.... Whatever, I hope things will go pretty well in 2013. Bye guys. I'll be back.
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