Not belong

Lifeless. No souls. Lonely. Sometimes, I do feel that this is not my place. I don't belong here. Everything seems so wrong. I don't do the things I like to do. I don't have the spirits and souls to do things here. I don't really have best friends here. Not a single one.Oh my, I miss my matriculation friends. 

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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The Little Things

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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When I Was Younger...

Found this in Tumblr :')

"When I was younger........ I'd put my arms in my shirt and told people I lost my arms. Would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose. Slept with all the stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended..Had that one pen with 4 colors, and tried to push all the buttons at once. Poured soda into the cap and acting like I were taking shots. The hardest decision was choosing which Nintendo game to play. Waited behind a door to scare someone, then leaving because they're taking too long to come out or you had to pee. Faked being asleep, so I could be carried to bed. Used to think that the moon followed my car. Watching two drops of rain roll down window and pretending it was a race. Went on the computer just to use Paint. The only thing i had to take care of was a Tamagotchi. The only 'fake' friends i had were invisible ones . I used to sing in the shower. (Now? I make life decisions in there now). Swallowed a fruit seed I was scared to death that a tree was going to grow in my tummy. Getting a bruised knees heals better than a broken heart. Remember when we were kids and couldn't wait to grow up...what the hell were we thinking?"

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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Hey

So, umm, hi everyone. Wow, it's been 2 months I didn't update anything in my blog. I'm not sure if I still have readers or not. Ummm. So, ummmm, something bad just happened. I can't tell you the thing. It's very complicated. Yeah. I made a mistake. I screwed up. I was in a good mood that morning. But something clicked, and my mood is totally screwed. I wish I could turn back time. It's just.. I don't know. Umm, that thing keeps playing around in my mind. Every second, every minute, every hour, and everyday. Ughhhh. It's stressing me out. I know it was my mistake. I think I deserved that. But I really hope I have another chance to cover up the mistake. And yeah it was the biggest mistake of my life.... Whatever, I hope things will go pretty well in 2013. Bye guys. I'll be back. 

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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I'm back!

Hi. I'm back. It has been a month since the last time I updated my blog. I'm quite busy with the university stuff. Eh, busy ke? Well. No. Not really. I just don't feel like writing. IDK. There are lots of things in my mind. But yeah. I wasn't in my writing mode for few weeks. I guess I'm back again. 

So yeah. University life. Back to student life. A university student. Not a matriculation students anymore. I just miss my matrics college. I miss the lecturers there. I miss my coursemates, my lecturemates and of course my lovely classmates. They are the best classmates ever. We're still contact to each other thru facebook and twitter. I'm glad I have friends like that. I just miss them. I always make comparisons between friends in school, friends in matrics and friends in university. They're totally different. 

Friends in school. Even tho we were in the same class for few years, the relationship just fell apart after SPM. 

Friends in matrics. We were in KMPh for a year. Just one year. And they're the coolest classmates ever. I just wanna meet em. One of em just planned to go to Tioman Islands next f-ing year. Woot woot. But it's still early to decide anything. It's not confirmed yet. 

Friends in university. I can't tell too much about them. It's too early to judge them. We'll see how it goes. 

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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