Hello guys

Hello guys. Wah, dah lama aku tak update blog kan. Well, banyak benda yang berlaku di bulan Januari ini. Ada yang hebat, ada yang tak. Bittersweet. Tapi, aku agak kemalasan untuk meng-update blog. Banyak hal aku nak cerita dekat blog yang tak seberapa hebat ini. Banyak benda yang aku nak kongsi dengan korang semua. Tapi buat masa sekarang, aku tidak mempunyai kelapangan. Aku perlu belajar, belajar dan belajar. Minggu depan, aku ada exam mid semester. So, aku harap korang doakan yang terbaik untuk aku. Sehingga kita bertemu lagi di entri yang seterusnya. Wasalam. :)

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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I'm in dilemma

DILEMMA. Yeah, I'm in dilemma. I'm not sure which courses that I want for my degree. I'm a Science students. I'm studying Maths, Physics, Chemistry and Biology. That means I have two fields. Physics and Biology. And the worst part is, I'm not sure sama ada nak choose Physics or Biology. Physics means, aku akan more involve into kira-kira, and stuff like that. Biology means ke arah menghafal. Seriously, kalau nak cakap pasal minat, I'm not into Science. I love arts. But this is about future. Minat kena tolak tepi dulu. And between Physics and Biology, aku lagi minat Biology. I love something yang related with environment and ecology. And at first, aku memang benci gila dengan Physics, kalau boleh after SPM aku tak nak tengok dah Physics. But then, lama - lama, belajar Physics dekat college, aku rasa Physics is fun. But aku still interested with Biology more. Tapi kan, aku pun kena tengok result final aku jugak. Kalau ikut result final aku dulu, my Physics is way better than my Biology. So, I'm confused. Aku minat Biology but result aku menunjukkan marks Physics aku lagi tinggi, ughhh. It's stressing me out!

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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Carnival of Education and Career

This one, masa English tutorial :)

Okay, yesterday, kolej aku ada buat carnival of education and career. So, yeah, I joined the carnival. In the jadual, they said, ada booth, bukan taklimat. Kalau booth, fun sikit, kalau taklimat, macam tak ada apa-apa input sangat lah. I thought carnival at 3PM at Dewan Mat Kilau tuh, booth, but, noo. It was a taklimat from UiTM and UKM. I was like, oh okay. Aku pun just dengar je lah kan, seriously, apa yang prof tuh cakap is something general. Then, malam tuh ada taklimat from USM and then, UTM, then, UnisZa. Aku dengar taklimat from USM, yeah, Puan tuh bagi speech okay lah, she knew how to atrract the students. Yeah, I'm interested to pursue my study to that Uni.

Look at the girl behind. Lol.

Then, a taklimat from UTM. We all know UTM is a research Uni kan. Then, banyak Engineering Courses. Ramai kawan aku yang angkat kaki, blah from that hall, because they don't want Engineering courses. They want Medic and something related with Biology. Aku just dengar je lah kan. Who knows, rezeki aku ke Engineering? Kan? That prof yng lasi taklimat sangat - sangat kelakar okay. So yeah. And aku takde dengar pun taklima from UnisZa sebab it was already 10:45 PM and aku dah tersangat - sangat mengantuk. Balik dari hall, memang tak sentuh buku langsung okay. Apa nak jadi entah. ;D

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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2011 and so on

Everybody is talking about New Year’s Resolutions and what not around this time. I decided to take this time to document some of my thoughts on the topic for my own personal reflection. But, I have no problem sharing. 2011, had a great deal of lessons that came at me from different directions that I was previously accustomed for. The details and specifics are not important, because I am sure everyone can relate to dealing with the unexpected to some degree. However, 2012 represents something deeper than any new year has in my past. This unction I made sure to pay attention to in order to ensure that I take all from it that I am supposed to.

The most important thing in 2011 is I learned to "STAY POSITIVE" because everything isn’t going to go according to plan, everything isn’t going to align with your dreams. At the end of the day, all these workings go towards a greater SOMETHING. Here's an inspire quote from Kevin Jonas, he said, "Something beautiful can come out from a tough situation". TOUGH SITUATION. Plus in Al-Quran, Surah Al-Baqarah, ayat 286, Allah berfirman, "Allah tidak memberati seseorang melainkan apa yang terdaya oleh nya". Looking back on situations, I can honestly say I learned something.  I feel like that’s all that matters. I am taking greater knowledge and better understanding into the new year.

In a sense, my resolutions are already made. It will take time to manifest and I will trip up a few times, but my stance on things has shifted me into a different place. At the end of the day, it is what it is. I just am making sure that I am reaching for something and pressing for something better than my last. We’re still living. The future has never looked so good. I just ask that Allah blesses my life. Amin. :)

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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You say goodbye and I say hello

As the final hours of 2011 are upon us, I suppose its customary to reflect on days past. A year is a very long time to sum up in a couple of paragraphs or even a couple of hours, but it is of course only the big things that we reflect upon. 

It is funny to me that we celebrate the end of a year as though we couldn’t wait for it to be over, and yet welcome the new year with open arms. Is it the hope of a better tomorrow that keeps us going? A thought that this will be the one to change the ones to come? I suppose that for myself, that is the case. Longing for a better tomorrow is nothing new, or really innovative but something that human nature posseses us to desire. 

My feelings towards the past year are of course bittersweet. I am sad to see such a wonderful time of my life end, but yet i welcome the rest of my days with tumultuous abandon. Personally speaking, a lot happened in the past year that assisted in moulding this path that I am on. I do not see this year as the end of a chapter, instead just the PROLOGUE. 

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"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

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