Sunday, February 17, 2013
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Secrets
I think everyone has secrets. Maybe a dark one. We'll never know, I guess. The only person who knows about your secrets is yourself. And of course, the Almighty one up there. Sometimes you just can't tell about it to others, even tho they're your own family, or your own best friend. It's just too private. And complicated.
Thursday, February 7, 2013
Love
Is it okay to accept that one person who truly loves you even though your own heart is actually stuck with someone else? And that someone else is the person who always gives mixed signals to you? One of my friends said, I shouldn't accept the propose thingy if I don't love him. And yeah, I 100% agreed with my friend. I shouldn't accept that. So yeah, I ignored his text messages. Well, I still ignore him. Lately, he always sent "good night" messages to me. And I'm not sure what should I do? Should I reply? Or not? And.....that one person who gives me mixed signals is the one I'm in love with. I'm confused. Does he like me more than just a friend? Or he just wanna have fun with me? I shouldn't accept his friend request on facebook. I shouldn't reply to his text messages in facebook. I shouldn't give my phone number. I shouldn't do all those things. But yeah, it's too late.
TO LOVE or TO BE LOVED?
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Books and me
So, I went to Sunway Pyramid last few days,
and bought these two novels. Yeay. Warm Bodies and Memoirs of an Imaginary
Friends. Warm Bodies is the novel about zombies and the new world. Idk, in the
future world I guess. And Memoirs of an Imaginary Friends is a story about, you
know, imaginary friends, kids, schools. I guess we all once had our own
imaginary friends right.
Okay, so lemme
start with Warm Bodies by Isaac Marion. To be honest,
I didn't really enjoy reading zombies story. Idk why. They're just not so
attractive compared to vampires and werewolves. Lolz. At first, I didn't know
whether I would be able to relate the romance things with zombies. Like seriously.
ZOMBIES and ROMANCE? Zombies like to eat brains and how come they can fall in
love with humans without eating their brains. I guess it goes the same way like
vampires and humans, or werewolves and humans. But yeah, it was a total
surprise. I didn't expect it to be so
heart-warming or to love the hero as much as I did considering he's a brain
munching zombie, with pale grey skin, the rotted lips and everything. So yeah,
to avoid the spoilers, I think you guys should read the novel. I enjoyed it from
beginning to end. It was a wistful love story that is creepy, sad, sweet, and disturbing in equal
measure.
And the next
book is Memoirs of an Imaginary Friends by Matthew Green. I love every moment I spent with Max and his
imaginary friends, Budo. I wish I could have Budo as my best friend. Not an
imaginary friend. I want someone real like Budo. He's such a supportive friend.
I like that. I actually was blown away by how emotional and heart wrenching
this book was. I nearly cried reading this novel. To be honest the ending was
both happy and sad. Happy ending for Max but sad+happy ending for Budo. So
overall, Memoirs of an Imaginary Friends is an A+ book! Seriously.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Friday, January 4, 2013
Not belong
Lifeless. No souls. Lonely. Sometimes, I do feel that this is not my place. I don't belong here. Everything seems so wrong. I don't do the things I like to do. I don't have the spirits and souls to do things here. I don't really have best friends here. Not a single one.Oh my, I miss my matriculation friends.
Sunday, December 30, 2012
When I Was Younger...
Found this
in Tumblr :')
"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella
"When I was younger........ I'd put my arms in my shirt and told people I
lost my arms. Would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose.
Slept with all the stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended..Had
that one pen with 4 colors, and tried to push all the buttons at once. Poured
soda into the cap and acting like I were taking shots. The hardest decision was
choosing which Nintendo game to play. Waited behind a door to scare someone,
then leaving because they're taking too long to come out or you had to pee.
Faked being asleep, so I could be carried to bed. Used to think that the moon
followed my car. Watching two drops of rain roll down window and pretending it
was a race. Went on the computer just to use Paint. The only thing i had to
take care of was a Tamagotchi. The only 'fake' friends i had were invisible
ones . I used to sing in the shower. (Now? I make life decisions in there now).
Swallowed a fruit seed I was scared to death that a tree was going to grow in
my tummy. Getting a bruised knees heals better than a broken heart. Remember
when we were kids and couldn't wait to grow up...what the hell were we
thinking?"
Friday, December 28, 2012
Hey
So, umm, hi everyone. Wow, it's been 2 months I didn't update anything in my blog. I'm not sure if I still have readers or not. Ummm. So, ummmm, something bad just happened. I can't tell you the thing. It's very complicated. Yeah. I made a mistake. I screwed up. I was in a good mood that morning. But something clicked, and my mood is totally screwed. I wish I could turn back time. It's just.. I don't know. Umm, that thing keeps playing around in my mind. Every second, every minute, every hour, and everyday. Ughhhh. It's stressing me out. I know it was my mistake. I think I deserved that. But I really hope I have another chance to cover up the mistake. And yeah it was the biggest mistake of my life.... Whatever, I hope things will go pretty well in 2013. Bye guys. I'll be back.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
I'm back!
Hi. I'm back. It has been a month since the last time I updated my blog. I'm quite busy with the university stuff. Eh, busy ke? Well. No. Not really. I just don't feel like writing. IDK. There are lots of things in my mind. But yeah. I wasn't in my writing mode for few weeks. I guess I'm back again.
So yeah. University life. Back to student life. A university student. Not a matriculation students anymore. I just miss my matrics college. I miss the lecturers there. I miss my coursemates, my lecturemates and of course my lovely classmates. They are the best classmates ever. We're still contact to each other thru facebook and twitter. I'm glad I have friends like that. I just miss them. I always make comparisons between friends in school, friends in matrics and friends in university. They're totally different.
Friends in school. Even tho we were in the same class for few years, the relationship just fell apart after SPM.
Friends in matrics. We were in KMPh for a year. Just one year. And they're the coolest classmates ever. I just wanna meet em. One of em just planned to go to Tioman Islands next f-ing year. Woot woot. But it's still early to decide anything. It's not confirmed yet.
Friends in university. I can't tell too much about them. It's too early to judge them. We'll see how it goes.
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Sorry
Sorry for late update. Some of my friends asked me about my blog. "Bila nak update, shee?" Just to let you know, I'm quite busy now, so I may update my blog during weekend. Till then, bye :)
Friday, August 10, 2012
Twenties Girl
Lara Lington has
always had an overactive imagination, but suddenly that imagination seems to be
in overdrive. Normal professional twenty-something young women don’t get
visited by ghosts. Or do they?
When the spirit of
Lara’s great-aunt Sadie—a feisty, demanding girl with firm ideas about fashion,
love, and the right way to dance—mysteriously appears, she has one request:
Lara must find a missing necklace that had been in Sadie’s possession for more than
seventy-five years, because Sadie cannot rest without it.
Lara and Sadie make
a hilarious sparring duo, and at first it seems as though they have nothing in
common. But as the mission to find Sadie’s necklace leads to intrigue and a new
romance for Lara, these very different “twenties” girls learn some surprising
truths from and about each other. Written with all the irrepressible charm and
humor that have made Sophie Kinsella’s books beloved by millions, Twenties Girl is also a deeply moving
testament to the transcendent bonds of friendship and family. (I copied the
synopsis from goodreads.com)
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I went shopping with my family at
Midvalley/Gardens. And dropped by at the Borders. Actually I was looking for
the Mockingjay pin. One of the hunger games stuff. But, it sold out already :'(
Then, I checked out some novels at the English section. Actually, I wanted to
buy I've Got Your Number by Sophie Kinsella, but I couldn't find it. Maybe it
was out of stock. Finally, I decided to buy this cool book from Sophie
Kinsella, TWENTIES GIRL.
So, this book is one of my favourite. I must say, she’s SUCH a brilliant author! Her books
are always humorous, and never fail to make me laugh, all whilst sitting at the
edge of my seat.
At first, when I heard Twenties
Girl was a Ghost story, I’m like O_O mmmm... But honestly, bloody hilarious! It
was one of those books that you just can’t read in public
because passers-by stare at you oddly while you’re laughing like a
fool :P
It was just so
bittersweet. the story is just soo touching. If you will read it (until
the last) I promise, you shall surely cry, ask everyone who have finished
reading the book :))) . Especially the part when Sadie already left to Heaven
:')
Everybody go read that
book, it’s so good!
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Degree Dan Ramadhan
Hello. I'm back. So masih tak terlambat untuk menyatakan Salam Ramadhan kepada semua umat Islam kan? So, how's your puasa and tarawih? Masih penuh ke? Hehe. Aku try untuk penuhkan tarawih aku this Ramadhan. InsyaAllah, kalau bulan tak datang this Ramadhan, aku boleh puasa penuh! Hehe.
And recently, on 13th July. It was Friday the 13th actually. Scary kan? Tapi aku bukan scary sbb Jason form movie Friday the 13th. Scary sbb masa tuh result degree keluar. My future depends on it. Seriously aku berharap sgt aku dapat first choice, which is Nutrition at UPM. But sadly aku tak dapat. Dengan debaran di dada, aku slow slow bukak UPU punya website. And jeng jeng jenggggg. Terkejut gila aku. Aku dapat course yang aku letak paling last sekali. Sains Pengurusan Sistem Maklumat (IM) at UiTM Puncak Perdana. Tbh, aku macam blur. Aku tak tahu apa feeling aku masa tuh. Happy pun tak, sedih pun tak. Entahlah. Maybe aku masih frust sbb tak dapat Nutrition. Tapi lama lama, aku sedar, I should be grateful dengan apa yang Allah dah berikan. Everything happens for a reason kan. At least aku dapat course yang aku sendiri pilih, bukan random course yang diberi oleh UPU. And thank God, my cousin pernah ambik course tu. Apa-apa boleh just rujuk dekat dia or her friends. Books and stuff.
Ramai yang tanya aku. Course apa tuh? Apa itu Sains Pengurusan Sistem Maklumat? Aku pun sebenarnya tak lah tahu sangat about the course. Aku just tanya my cousin and carik bloggers yang ambik that course. Maybe ada yang kata, sebab apa aku pilih course tuh eventho pointer aku above 3.5? It was my 8th choice okay. Aku pun tak expect dapat choice yang ke-8. Okay, back to the persoalan. Actually, aku pilih course based on job prospects. I'm looking for job prospects yang meluas. Minat? Minat tolak ketepi dahulu. Bila dah belajar nanti, baru tanamkan minat. Macam dulu, aku benci gila Physics when I was Form 5. Then, bila masuk Matrics, aku gila suka subjek Physics! Physics is way easier than Biology.
Nowadays, ramai freshieeee yg menganggur. Aku tak nak berada dalam kumpulan itu. Aku nak bila dah habis je study, ada job yang menanti. Kalau nak cakap about minat, aku minat arts. Tapi aku just jadikan arts as my hobby. Aku belajar Science pun sebab aku paksa diri aku to learn Science. To do well in all those subjects which are Physics, Biology, Add Maths and Chemistry. And yeah. Aku berjaya. Eventho tak dapat 4 flats, I'm proud with my result. Korang tak tahu betapa mencabarnya belajar di Kolej Matrikulasi, So, bila dah study about IM nanti, I'll try my best. InsyaAllah. Till then, bye. Assalamualaikum :)
Monday, July 23, 2012
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Oh My English
Know the diff between the Brits and US :)
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Quick one
A very short and quick update from me. I'll update my blog soon. InsyaAllah. I'm super busy. I'm working now. Well, it's a part-time job. I'll stop working by the end of this month, cz I'm f-ing tired. I'm exhausted. I feel like studying is way better than working. I wanna go back to my college or school. Bye guys :) x
Monday, May 21, 2012
Mad
I'm mad at myself. Not you
I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, forgiving you, wishing for you, dreaming of you.
But most of all, for not hating you, which I know I should....
But I just can't.
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