"" ○|▲ FEEL the VIBES ϟ: May 2012

Monday, May 21, 2012


I'm mad at myself. Not you

I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do, for getting attached, for making you my life, depending on you, wasting my time on you, thinking about you, forgiving you,  wishing for you, dreaming of you.

But most of all, for not hating you, which I know I should....

But I just can't.

"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella


Yesterday, we decided to eat Steamboat for dinner. Well, we ate at 6PM. We can call it as dinner kan? :)  We olls makan at the foyer. Dekat ouside. Lain sikit environments kan. Cewahhh. Quite lama jugak we all tak makan steamboat. Last time was in March. We olls makan dekat Nelayan's Restaurant, Titiwangsa. Believe me, our steamboat lagi best dari sana. Hahahahaa *evil laugh*

We got it all. From fish cakes, to crab sticks, to crab balls, fish balls, chicken balls. Just name it. 

The udangs. :)

Complete set.  

Steamboat sebelum dimasak. Tutup dulu for a few minutes.

Sementara tunggu steamboat siap, snap gambar Odie dulu. Dia duduk melepakkk. :)

So yummies! 

This is Neena's plate actually. ;)

"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

Thursday, May 17, 2012

For momma

We actually bought this a week before Mother's Day at OU. We olls nak bagi this gift on Mother's Day but then when I was scrolling my homepage, I saw an article, a video about Mother's Day. Depa kata Mother's Day haram. Okay. Aku mmg boleh accept yang Mother's Day haram. So, we decided tak nak sambut. Nanti kalau sambut, terpesong pulak akidah kan. But kitaorang still nak bagi that gift to our lovely momma. Aku tak mampu nak beli iPhone or iPad kat mak aku. Sobs sobs. So bagi ni je lah. :')

A card with satu tin cat polka dots. Lol

My hand writings. Sumpah lama gila tak menulis. Lol. And ada typo kat situ. Cuba teka dekat mana? :) 

Paint my love baby :)

My mom loves coffee. But I hate it. I don't drink coffee. 

A mug for her. She can use it every morning and night. Drinking nescafeeeeeeeeeeee :)

We love you, momma 


"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

Tuesday, May 15, 2012


Okay I received a college magazine last Thursday. Aku tak expect that mags nipis. I paid for RM 12 bukan untuk dapat this mags yang macam cincai - cincai je. I rate for this mags 5 out of 10. The cover. Okay lah. The intro. Biasa - biasa je. The karya. Terlampau sikit. Why ah? I wanna read more. The photos. Tak banyak. Gambar official kelas. Ada yang takde. Maybe ssb kelas tuh tak hantar kot. But thank God gambar kelas aku ada.  Tapi gambar stretch sikit. Expand lah.  So, aku tak puas dengan this mags. Whatever it is, thank you kepada semua yang terlibat. Hope you guys dapat buat better magazine next batch.

My name on the letter :)

"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

The Weds

A friend of Niena invited me and Niena to her cousin's akad nikah. Well, she wanted us to be their photographer. Bukan lah serious photographer. Ambk gambar cincai-cincai je. Cz her brother yang sepatutnya jadi tukang ambik gambar sampai waktu malam. The akad nikah  thing was at 5PM. After Asar. I came around 4PM. So yeah. Nothing to do actually. 

The pelamin

The nervous bride in white outfit

The flowers

The nervous groom. Tok kadi dia lawakkkkkk gila

The ring



"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Ira Zainorlam

On 10th May 2012, at 11 AM something, I receive a call from my mom. She said Ira dah meninggal and I was like "What mom? Ira mana?". I was shocked. Dalam hati aku cakap, please, don't tell it's Ira Zainorlam. But then, mom said. It was Ira Zainorlam. Silent for a few seconds. Inalillah. Actually, I asked thousand times, "Betul ke, mama? Ya Allah". Mom asked me to log in my facebook. And I grabbed my lappy immediately, logged in. And Ya Allah. Betul lah. Ira dah meninggal. 

We lived in the same neighbourhood when we were kids. In Dungun Terengganu. I think when I was three kot. Around that age lah. She was a year younger than me. Same with my sister. My house was number 2, her house was number 8. Kalau tak silap lah. Everyday she came to our house. Me and my sister came to her house. Lots of memories with her. Lepak dekat pantai with my sister, Fa, Sefol, arwah Zow. It was fun. Sleepover at her house everytime I went to Dungun.  And some other fun stuff we did together. 

Some old photos of me, arwah and friends :')

Ira sat between me and niena. So cute kan we olls ? :)

My birthday party when I was five. Ira paling tepi sekali. Right side. 

Ira with her Elmo :)

We love you, Ira. Semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang beriman. 

Rest in peace, Nor Zafira Zainorlam ;')

Al Fatihah

"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

Monday, May 7, 2012

Up All Day and Night

I went to One Utama with my family. I spend lots of time with my family actually. After habis College and holidays, aku tak jumpa lagi kawan kawan aku zaman sekolah dulu. Lol. Padahal, depa semua pun cuti jugak :)

Mom and Dad :)

Me . Friza and Dad. Waiting for Mom.

And then, I went to MPH Bookstore. Actually, I have this one long list about buku-buku yang nak dibeli. But I forgot to bring it. So, aku pun macam tak tahu nak beli apa and it ended up aku just staring at the novels' cover. Lol. 

These two novels. The Lucky One and Charlie St. Cloud. I already watched Charlie St Cloud, but The Lucky One belum lagi. They got Zac Efron at the covers! So gorgeous! :) Tak beli pun sebenarnya. LOL

This is heaven! I love the smells of new books and bookstore. Pelik ke?

Remember the voucher I got sbb beli books at Borders. Finally, aku guna masa kat OU. :)

Choc Cream Chips Frappucino

At night, makan Sate Kajang with my dad's friend and family :)

"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Genting Highlands

At first, we thought of going to town. I mean KL. But because of Bersih and stuff, dad had to cancel the plan and he then decided to bring us to the city of entertainment, Genting Highlands! Yeay! So we arrived there at 4pm something. And checked in at Resort World Genting Hotel. 

View from our room. Super cool!

The view from our room at the other side of window :)

Then, we went walking to the First World Plaza or known as Indoor Themepark. We just walked and ate at this one restaurant. Gila mahal kot. Hahaa. Tapi dah tahu dah kat Genting, all the harga makanan memang berganda-ganda. We walked store by store. I gotta tell you, at Genting, they always have big sale. So, I went to this one boutique and bought 2 tops at RM 75. One for me and one for my sister, Neena. 

A tree

Lemme blow you a kiss. Lol :)

Magic show. Very funny.

Mom and Dad. Romantic kan? Lol

And the next day. At 10AM, after breakfast, we immediately went to outdoor themepark. It was on Monday. My sisters ponteng sekolah. Lol. So, tak ramai macam biasa, local ppl there except teenagers above 17 and little kids with family. There were lots of pelancong asing. I think most of em are from India, Pakistan or Arab. Somewhere from that area. 

Me and Mom at Spinner

Siblings :)

Pirates Ship, I guess la.

Betapa panjang nya nak kena beratur naik Space Shot

Me and Neena

Friza, Arissa, and Mirul

Dah start nak naik. :)

Me and my sisters. Riding Flying Coaster! :)

Then, we actually played all the games at least two times. And the spinner, jangan cakap lah. Yg tuh mmg beribu-ribu kali main. Sampai poning kopala eden. hehee. Around 4PM, we went home :) 

"If you keep on believing, the dream that you wish will come true" - Cinderella