I hate LOVE. It's a painful torture. Some people said, love is beautiful while some not. Beautiful or not, it hurts. It really hurts. Day after day sticking by someone who only cares when they want to. Feeling so low and down because of the little things they do hurt so much. The little things can have a big impact on a person's heart. How do you know when someone truly loves you? The truth is, you don't. You have to hope that they do love you, because you can never truly understand what someone is feeling. I don't want you to leave. People always leave me. It's kinda fucked up isn't it? How all of sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words. Nothing. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy. Why doesn't anyone actually want to stay with me? What's wrong with me?